Essays
Shorter pieces
Rule of Life
- The Friday table
A standing table beats a special occasion, because a special occasion tests the friendship and a standing table builds it.
- The carpenter's thumb
A carpenter runs his thumb down an edge on the inside of a drawer that will spend forty years in the dark.
- Enough is not a number
Fear never shows up as fear. It shows up as arithmetic, and the arithmetic is never finished.
Three Longings
- The room behind the door
A goal that keeps receding is a failure. A quest that keeps receding is just a quest, behaving normally.
- Somebody asks for the salt
For a second at the table you can see the years ahead. Then somebody asks for the salt.
- The recipe as a rope
A grandmother teaching the rolls throws a rope across a gap she will not be on the far side of.
Lenses
- The dents in the refrigerator door
The dents had not changed. I had not changed. Only my attention had changed.
Play
- The hand cramps around steam
You cannot hold the steam. You can drink the coffee.
- The two industries
Denial and distraction look like opposites. They sell the same product, which is not looking.
- The full calendar
The calendar feels like proof you matter. It is mostly proof you have stopped choosing.